Because everythign happens for a reason

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I have to constantly remind myself I’m in recovery. I’ve been sick for so long it’s all I know it’s what’s normal to me but I’m slowly relearning what “normal” is. What health feel like

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I cannot decide
Which part of this disorder I hate the most.

Is it the thoughts
Constantly running
Leaving no room
For friends, family
Or life?
The numbers that
Keep you up at 2am
And the voice that gently
Tells you you’re only
Safe if you eat below
1200 calories?


Is it the tiredness
That grips you like an
Iron fist?
The dizziness you feel
Because you do not have the
Energy to walk up
A single flight of stairs
And your legs have turned to lead?


Is it the voice
That convinces you sickness is good?
That creeps into your brain and
Corrupts your mind, so the very thing
That tells you how to survive, that
You have learned to obey
Is now instructing you
To kill yourself?

A life with an eating disorder is not a life.

Corrupted Mind (via rediscoveryandrecovery)

(via healthypoopoo)

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